Why is everyone against me?

Hey its me again,

Feeling really depressed at the moment.
Here's the deal last year I decided to take a year off of Uni. I tried to get in this year but failed. My sister did.
Now she and the rest of the family now can't help to when we are arguing about a completely different topic to bring up the fact that I didn't get it.

I didn't think my family would belittle me so much as they have.
Way to make me feel even more suicidal than I already do.
Anyway I guess thats all for now.

Bye

Alone

Why do I feel so alone in this world?
I mean there is 6 billion people in the world , 5 of them take up the space that is my home, but I still feel all alone.

Can anyone hear me?
It feels as though whenever I try to speak or reach out to people nobody is there to listen to my pleas for help. I mean I guess subconsciously I created this very blog in the hope that someone i know reads it and I can finally be heard.

Maybe I should just give up. Nobody cares. Nobody wants to know me. Whats the point. Why should I go on.

Why??

Can't Sleep, Need To Vent

Dear Blogosphere,

It is currently 3:42 am AEST and I haven't been able to get to sleep because of all of these thoughts running through my head so I hoping a blog post with these thoughts might clear my head so I can finally rest.

OK here goes...

About a year and a quarter ago I left my group of friends as I was feeling like a spare wheel in the group and that I felt nobody in the group wanted me there.
Ever since I left there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about this group. Some nights I feel so regretful about this decision that I cry myself to sleep.
I just want to forget about these people and move on with my life but I don't know how and it's incredibly frustrating. I just don't want to feel this way anymore.

If there are any readers out there who can advise me in how I can move on with my life, it would be greatly appreciated as I am sick of all these wasted nights. I just need to sleep.

Well I guess thats all for now.

Goodnight...Hopefully.

Introductions, Introductions

Well... Where do i get started...

I guess a little information about myself is a good start.

I'm Daniel, A self diagnosed manic depressant 19 year old currently residing in Victoria, Australia.

I don't really know if anyone is or will actually be reading these blogs but I guess I just need to put my thoughts and feelings somewhere just so i feel like I am being heard and to vent the feeling that I can never express aloud to family or friends.

I will try to post whenever I can to get all these pent up feelings out so that I can hopefully get out of this depressing wreck I have been in for the past year and a half.

To any of you out there reading this blog thank you for reading this far and any advice or responses you may have for me would be greatly appreciated.

Bye.