Can't Sleep, Need To Vent

Dear Blogosphere,

It is currently 3:42 am AEST and I haven't been able to get to sleep because of all of these thoughts running through my head so I hoping a blog post with these thoughts might clear my head so I can finally rest.

OK here goes...

About a year and a quarter ago I left my group of friends as I was feeling like a spare wheel in the group and that I felt nobody in the group wanted me there.
Ever since I left there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about this group. Some nights I feel so regretful about this decision that I cry myself to sleep.
I just want to forget about these people and move on with my life but I don't know how and it's incredibly frustrating. I just don't want to feel this way anymore.

If there are any readers out there who can advise me in how I can move on with my life, it would be greatly appreciated as I am sick of all these wasted nights. I just need to sleep.

Well I guess thats all for now.

Goodnight...Hopefully.