Can't Sleep, Need To Vent

Dear Blogosphere,

It is currently 3:42 am AEST and I haven't been able to get to sleep because of all of these thoughts running through my head so I hoping a blog post with these thoughts might clear my head so I can finally rest.

OK here goes...

About a year and a quarter ago I left my group of friends as I was feeling like a spare wheel in the group and that I felt nobody in the group wanted me there.
Ever since I left there hasn't been a day that I haven't thought about this group. Some nights I feel so regretful about this decision that I cry myself to sleep.
I just want to forget about these people and move on with my life but I don't know how and it's incredibly frustrating. I just don't want to feel this way anymore.

If there are any readers out there who can advise me in how I can move on with my life, it would be greatly appreciated as I am sick of all these wasted nights. I just need to sleep.

Well I guess thats all for now.

Goodnight...Hopefully.

Introductions, Introductions

Well... Where do i get started...

I guess a little information about myself is a good start.

I'm Daniel, A self diagnosed manic depressant 19 year old currently residing in Victoria, Australia.

I don't really know if anyone is or will actually be reading these blogs but I guess I just need to put my thoughts and feelings somewhere just so i feel like I am being heard and to vent the feeling that I can never express aloud to family or friends.

I will try to post whenever I can to get all these pent up feelings out so that I can hopefully get out of this depressing wreck I have been in for the past year and a half.

To any of you out there reading this blog thank you for reading this far and any advice or responses you may have for me would be greatly appreciated.

Bye.